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encouragement.

Ellie Kipps Friday, September 25th, 2009

If you’ve been looking at APU for much time, you’ll probably have heard/seen the phrase: God First, and perhaps have also heard about the four cornerstones that this university finds it’s strength and mission within. I hope that throughout this year I’ll explore these four cornerstones in depth and let you see how APU truly embraces them and demonstrates their importance in the everyday workings of this amazing place I call home.

The four cornerstones are: CHRIST, SCHOLARSHIP, COMMUNITY, SERVICE. To see more detail check out this page.

Today I experienced two of these cornerstones through a conversation with a professor today that really encouraged me. I know it might sound like one of those “get-ya-in-the-door, but not really true” admission statements that a lot of schools use (which actually I’ve never found to be true with APU… they are pretty great at being honest with you)…. but nevertheless: Professors REALLY REALLY REALLY care and love and pray for and are there for their students. Whether it be encouraging one in the their faith, their homework, their future planning, their life struggles, or whatever, honestly, professors are the core of this university.

……That shouldn’t sound funny, but it does……. probably because there is SO much going on at APU, so many rad things, that sometimes I think we forget what we are really here for. APU is a lot of fun, a great place to make friends for life, to play sports, or sing in amazingly talented choirs. But we are here to, first and foremost serve God by pursuing excellence (not in a worldly sense though) in our studies. Professors are the life-blood of this university, they are the people who serve us students day to day by walking us forward into a greater awareness and a greater knowledge of the world around us and of ourselves.

I think this year, as the third week of classes starts up, I’ve started to realize the treasure and blessing God has given me by the men and women who teach here, who teach me, who challenge me to become something great, who push me to discover the potential they see. Today, I had a chat with a prof today after class, and through his honest words and wise encouragements, I was encouraged to realize my potential in writing, and making a life out of that potential. My freshman year wouldn’t have been the richly challenging experience it was without these professors, these people who are SO willing to walk alongside you. Every staff member here fully admits to being a follower of Christ as a requirement of working at APU and to live that out in their studies, in their classes, and in their conversations. The true TALENT and GENIUS we have at this school is astounding, and the fact that these BRILLIANT people are so willing to encourage and support and fight for their students is truly a testament to the unique attitude and environment that is APU.

I know this blog was a long one about something maybe you aren’t super interested in, because it is a lot of fun to look at all the other things APU offers, like amazing community, crazy study abroad opportunities, and a seriously awesome athletic program. But know that in the end, you are coming to APU for the University part, for the learning  (not that that can’t be fun… just see my post on my hebrew class) and also know that here at APU you’ll find professors who are not only leaders in their field of study, but who care (I mean seriously care) about their students and are excited about them excelling and learning and loving their studies just as much as they do.

YHWH YIREH.

Ellie Kipps Tuesday, September 15th, 2009

This year I’m studying the very different, decently difficult language of Ancient and Modern Hebrew with one of my favorite professors, Dr. Smoak. I took Dr. Smoak last year for  Exodus/Deuteronomy Honors (he teaches honors and non-honors sections… so take him either way! I got my roommate into his class and she loves it! The man is brilliant, talented, and hilarious!… okay, back to blogging)… and I learned so much from his class that I just couldn’t imagine not taking him again, so when I heard he was getting the chance to teach Hebrew at APU, which he has taught for years at UCLA, I jumped at the chance… honestly, not really knowing what I was getting into.

I have Hebrew today, and I woke up this morning full of excitement that today meant another day of throwing myself at this challenging language and hoping I make it through the other side. Doing my Hebrew homework has made me laugh at myself (just try to make the Hebrew ח and not laugh), but has also made me realize the beauty in learning things that are far outside my comfort zone, and far outside the realm of what I’m ‘good’ at. It has also been a worshipful practice, which sounds weird because it is homework and homework can never be anything more than homework, right? Wrong. I’m learning the language of God’s chosen people, a language that was used in some form or variation to write nearly all of the Holy Scriptures, the language that was on Moses’ tablets and passed down from generation to generation through the mouths and hearts of God’s beloved Israel. The language is so intertwined with the Law that it cannot be separated, so by knowing the language you have an understanding of the Law (which is something entirely confusing until you really study Leviticus and Deuteronomy, which you’ll do if you take Smoak’s class or any other Exodus/Deuteronomy class).

This semester I’ve already been challenged and it hasn’t been comfortable. God is changing my heart to pursue obedience rather than perfection, and oddly enough, stumbling over those letters of the Hebrew alphabet (the Hebrew word for alphabet… interesting similarity, huh?) has made me understand a little more of what God is doing in my heart. And upon my heart the Hebrew words have been inscribed: YHWH YIREH (transliterated, of course), which means basically: God will provide. He will provide me with challenges and ways to persevere, with friendships and community, with love and grace and mercy and His inexplicable peace. He is teaching me, through struggling with a language I do not get, that He is more than enough and that He is the only Rock upon which I can stand in victory over sin. But I’m not there yet, I’m not standing in victory, and even if I do get there, there is a great chance I’ll stumble or trip over my own foot or something, and He is teaching me that that’s okay too. That He is enough to get me there and get me through and that He takes great joy in taking care of His beloved when they lay their hearts at His feet.

So whatever it is this morning, whether money struggles or family issues or an overwhelming workload, take the time today be with your Creator, your Savior, and maybe just surrender a little bit of the stress and the worry or the pain or even, maybe, surrender to Him the joy you might be feeling today as well (which is an interesting theology that I might talk about later). And if you don’t even know what surrendering looks like, smile, because honestly, I don’t exactly know either, but it is something like laughing at yourself for making a silly ch- sound in Hebrew and knowing that despite the obvious, God has got this under His control.

I pray a blessing over your day as you walk alongside your Loving God, even if you don’t realize He is there.