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The One Where I Talk About God’s Presence

Hannah Wednesday, October 6th, 2010

This week has been pretty consistent with the norm for a week at APU. The chapels have been great. The classes have been challenging yet very interesting. The weather’s been totally unpredictable. We go from scorching hot to raining and cold in less than a week. It’s actually pretty exciting, I never know what I’ll wake up to. I had another test in anatomy. I went to Kaleo tonight (the Wednesday night chapel). I spent some quality time laughing with my roommates this morning over facility management’s entertainment/possible annoyance with the completely avoidable flood in our bathroom.

In all the norm however, God has put a few things on my heart this week that I would love to share. One thing about APU that I personally don’t believe you could find anywhere else are people who truly brighten your day every time you cross paths. When I was first touring the school before I came here, I immediately noticed something different about APU’s campus. People smile at you and say hello when you walk by, and open doors for you. This is a different kind of Christian university, there’s something so special about it.

My family goes to a Christian camp on Catalina Island every summer called Campus by the Sea (aka CBS). This is where I could say I first began having an interest in attending Azusa Pacific. The summer before my senior year in high school, one of my long time girl friends was talking about possibly going to APU for college. I would say that the kind of people who run and go to CBS are role models for me in my aspiration to be the best Christian girl I can. This may seem irrelevant to what I was saying about APU being a special place, however, it was kind of the deciding factor for me choosing to come here for college. I absolutely love going to CBS every summer for one reason. You can truly feel God’s presence there. When I stepped foot on APU’s campus as a little tour student, this same feeling of God’s presence washed over me with an intensity I never could have imagined.

His presence on this campus is ever more and more obvious to me every day. It pours from the Upper Turner Campus Center and Felix Event Center during chapels. It’s ever present in the classrooms. But most significantly, I experience God’s presence and love every single day in the students and faculty.

I was having lunch with three of my friends on Tuesday afternoon. I don’t know why this day stuck out so much for me as being one where I knew God was present. Danielle is probably one of the most caring and selfless people I have ever met. She is there for me every single time I’m feeling down, or just need to talk. Mitch is such a huge support. He pushes me to do my best, and walks alongside me in pursuing my faith and life goals. Jeffrey is just such a joy. His bubbly personality and overflowing happiness with life is contagious to everyone around him. As we talked, I felt so much love and care just overflowing from each of their hearts. I had been having a fairly stressful day, and my lunch with them put me at complete peace. These are the Christians I want to be like. I thank God every day for calling me to a school where its normal to have friends like these. I don’t think you can find these kind of people or these kind of Christ-centered friendships everywhere. APU is a God filled school. I hope you have the chance to experience the environment I have the privilege of living in every day.

Some of my good friends :)

Fall 2k10

Pauline Tuesday, October 5th, 2010

This year is in full swing, after about 4 weeks of getting settled in class, and on campus. The buzz has died down.

The buzzing has stopped; have you guys noticed that? The buzzing of wide eyed freshman talking to their parents on the phone about everything has stopped as schedules begin filling up; I remember calling my mom about 4 times a day to tell her about everything I learned last year. The crowd on trinity lawn has pretty much diminished. And the buzzing of students like me returning to APU, and reuniting with friends they missed over the 4 month summer break has ended, were back together now, no biggie.

Everyone is kinda turning on APU mode now. I know I definitely have, and today I found myself being homesick. I actually missed home, and it’s ironic, because I was dying to get back to my beloved APU.

But, now since all the buzzing has stopped, it’s kind of like, “okay back to reality”. I have homework, I almost forgot what that was this summer, and reading, and I remember what being a broke college student feels like again; especially after leaving the bookstore with heavy brown paper bags I almost resent, both things, not the best.

When faced with realities, people are also faced with fears. Which is what I am starting to battle as well, now that my sophomore year has begun, I have commitments I have to make and goals I’ve set, that I really do want to reach. But, it’s gonna be hard. As excited as I am, I am also worried, that failures from last year will creep up on me this year, or I won’t be able to meet those goals.

However, one of the benefits of going to a Christian school, you’re never too far away from someone who reminds you of how God is on your side.

So this year, I aim to meet my goals, with God on my side. It’s going to be tough, because last year sure did kick my butt, it was hard; well, most things that are God driven, usually are anyway.

But, I’m fortunate that my excitement and attitude outweigh those worries that can hinder me from my fullest potential.

Anyway, that’s my outlook for this year, it’s here, and it’s already begun, no more steps back, only forward from here on out.